Ok heres a little background of whats been going on.

I have always felt like I had a connection with GOD. I have been looking through my life and trying to find things to change to make it better as well. I have pretty much changed the way i act in situations. I try to help out as much as i can.

This leads me to this new job im getting. I was laying in bed the night before my interview praying, and something happened that i have never felt before. I just felt calm, like everything would be ok. I felt safe and know i would be taken care of. Come to now and i have gotten the job, and i plan on helping other. I am going to start donating to a church around here and possibly volunteering time when i can.

The point of this thread is, if you need anything, msg me, in private, i will do as much as i can to help you. I told you guys before this isnt just an at christmas time thing, this is all year long.